the rain falls
we admire its beauty
the way each drop emits its own personality
the first rain is always refreshing
ignites a feeling of awe and refreshment
after so long it felt like drought
most things are refreshing in moderation
at first rain, 
we still see the sun
everything’s rainbow and sunshines
the definition of good days

the rain falls
we begin to wonder for how long
it was nice at first
how quickly we inure to beauty
for something to dance around us for this long
erases the want to dance - it’s draining
most things are refreshing in moderation
at least we remember the sun
it’s not so bad, 
but it’s not so great either

the rain falls
we become overwhelmed 
i don’t remember raindrops
puddles fall from the sky now
and it’s gloomy
before it was just grey clouds
these things are only nice in moderation
it’s been a while since i’ve seen sol
it seems she’s on vacation

and still
the rain falls
and i’m stressing
i know it’s seasonal
but it’s still depression
the density of the rain no longer matters
for every drop feels heavy
how we feel is the basis for the perception of our reality
even with everything else going well
if we feel these raindrops are substitutes for our tears
this will always be gloomy weather
anywho, mother nature, we need your moderation
send your sun

11/04/2023